My World

Anyways, back on my previous post, I’m just only joking with that. Hahaha, I’ve actually signed up for Blogger using my Gmail account and oh that’s it.

It doesn’t say that literally but to say it, we are having a coffee break with someone else just right now. But it’s here in the house. Anyways, I’m still talking to her but she/ our own friends have seen me doing this for what reason. What reason? Er, it’s just for excitement and my fondness of doing blogs today… I recently posted on MySpace Blogs (you can even add me up those who wanted to…) ’bout my activities and don’t worry people I’ll keep you updated on what’s so new to me… Talk to you again soon…

Hay naku, the title says it all. Another addiction comes inside me. Parang ayoko nang pakawalan iyung addiction ko sa SuperNOVA 2 sa SM at ATC… Heheh, pero it’s a great work para mag-earn ako ng AAA today. Walang humpay na ito pgdating na sa March hahaha. Dahil baka may chance akong makapaglaro ng DDR X once na magpunta ako sa SM North Edsa…

Instead na ??? ang tinawag ko sa kanya, I managed to call her na lang by her real name. ?????? na lang ang tinawag ko sa kanya. Medyo maganda pang pakinggan iyun. Hehe, nagustuhan naman niya nang tawagan ko ng naman siya nun…

Mahirap na ang…..

1. Wala na si ????? sa akin, si ??? na tuluyan na ang pumalit pero mas mahirap pa rin ang…

2. Mga naging magandang pagsasama na nabuo sa aming dalawa na. Pero hindi pa rin ako makamove-on dahil mahirap pa rin ang…..

3. Puro heartbreaks lang ang mararamdaman ko kapag naaalala ko siya lagi sa pagtulog ko pero ang hirap pa rin dahil…..

4. Masaya na ako sobra sa kanya na halos hindi na ako makakahinga na ng malalim dahil sa kanya. Tuloy pa rin ang pagsigaw na ng damdamin ko sa tuwing pagluha pero hindi pa rin ako makuntento dahil mahirap ang…..

5. Lastly, lahat na ng kasiyahan ko ay nasa kanya. Kaya I just say, I just really haphazardously, crazily, hayyyyyyyyyyyy missed you so much….

Well, nothing happened in the past few weeks ever since we become friends. Hehehe, joke lang. Kayo naman madaan ko na lang kayo sa biruan na lang…. Heto, the past few days sinabi lang naman niya sa akin na hindi ko na muna siya kakausapin at kahit rin naman ako ayoko rin muna siyang kausapin for just only 1 month lang. Sabi ko, "Er, that’s what you want so I won’t make any choice. I too for my part, should also give chance to the other girls to talk with." Both the two of us belong to a circle of friends which is dominated by girls and ako lang naman ang nag-iisang guy lang naman sa kanila. Anyway kapag nakakauasp ko sila, hay naku para ko na rin siyang nakausap pero with her friends nga naman. Take note that they almost share a monotonous voice whenever they greet me. Sabi ko in English, "What the? I think all of you are really indentical twin sisters…" Tawa nga naman sila… Hehehe, ako kasi ang kanilang joker… Guess what, they usually kiss me kung either ako’y aalis na or sila na ang aalis going somewhere… Ang sweet ng dating, hindi ba?

Let’s get back to the topic, as I have said na hindi ng amuna kami nag-usap for just only 1 month. So I talked to the other girls nga naman to get close with each other and know their inner self as a girl and ako I confess to them nga na nagkakagusto ako ng tuluyan hindi lang sa kanya pati na rin sa kanila. Wag niyo na lang tanungin kung ano ang reaction nila? 

Anyway, I’m signing off na ulit… SIGNED OFF… BACK TO PISSED OFF AND SUPERNOVA MODE…

Mahirap nga sabihin pero andiyan lang. Nararamdaman ko tuloy iyun. Masaya ng ako dahil na-meet ko na siya at siyempre ang tingin ko tuloy "LOVE AT 1ST SIGHT" or I’m just driving crazy. Well of course siyempre para makilala ko siya ng lubusan, I have to befriend her and take note na hindi ganun kadali ang kaibiganin siya. Pero ang saya nga sobra. May mga pseudonyms pa kami sa isa’t isa. Ako may pseudonym na "CUTIE" pero siya naman "SEXY" Eh kasi reflected na iyan sa personality naming dalawa. Ayoko lang kasing tawagin siya sa kanyang nickname so nag-provide ako sa kanya ng sariling nickname for her lang pero ako lang ang mag-aadress sa kanya. Masyado nga lang siyang mahilig sa boys na tulad ko pero tinanong ko siya kung bakit siya ganun. Sabi niya gusto lang naman niya akong lambingin. Kaya pala. Hulaan niyo kung bakit ako tinawag niyang CUTIE…

Actually, tinawag ko siyang "Sexy" ‘coz na-oobserve ko sa kanya kung anong klase siya magsuot ng damit at kung paano siya umasta. So na-intindihan ko naman. Of course, ang hilig sa off-shoulders, spaghetti straps, tube, skimpy shorts, etc. Hay naku talaga as in SuperNOVA sa Dance Dance Revolution (DDR), ganyan na siya ever since pero I adviced her na kahit matino namang suot iyung kanyang suotin so ginawa niya talaga. At least kahit papaano, maganda rin siyang tingnan pag naka jeans, blouse, at kung anong uso ngayon. Pag nakikita naman niya ako, ang hilig niya sa fast blinking of her eyes. Sabi ko sa kanya, "WHY?" Sabi niya, "Nothing…" Palagi nga akong takang-taka sa kanya bakit ganon siya kabilis pumitkit ng mata sa akin. Sabi niya, "It’s just meant for practice…" Actually, foreigner ang friend ko na I’m mentioning right now. Ang suwerte ko nga rin nagkaroon ako ng kaibigan na foreigner. Matagal ko na rin kasing iniisip iyan kahit sa DLSU-D pa nung 1st sem, nagkaroon ako na close friend na foreigner. She’s actually a Korean. Ayoko nang i-mention iyung name niya. Anyway, kuwentuhan ko na lang kayo ulit… (Take care too, ????)

Matagal ko na tulkoy napag-isipan siya kahit sabihin kong hindi ko siya nakusap lang ng 5 buwan. In fairness, mas close na raw siya sa akin rather sa kanyang mga friends. Sabi ko sa kanya na,"Maybe she’s going to give in herself na". But I have again to wait for the right time na para magsabi na ako sa kanya na mahal niya ako. (IMYOU!)

I dreamt of this for so many times. Once, there was a girl approaching me while I was playing Dance Dance Revolution SuperNOVA in an arcade. That girl looks so familiar to me. At first, I was so frustrated ‘coz my concentration in dancing lost because of my attention to her. Just after the song, I looked at her and she smiled. LIke I’ve mentioned a while ago, she looks familiar to me. I didn’t mention her name or whatsoever. This girl was actually my true crush since last summer days before I entered college. She said that I was so hippy and hot when I’m on the dance floor and take note that she offered me an invitation to join the game. I agreed after the offer. I just let her do her moves alone first. I found out that she has changed a lot in her moves. The last time I saw her, she never danced like that. She used to sway her hands freely in the air. I feel like I’m in heaven if I’m with her so I accepted the challenge. Parang nagbago na ang hihip ng hangin nang sumayaw na kaming dalawa. She’s also alone in the park too. Wala kasi ang mga friends niya sabi niya. Do you know who won? Ahmmm, ang hirap sabihin pero siya ang nanalo sa match. As her reward, I treat her in Starbuck’s and we had a coffee talk. Wait for part 2. To be continued na lang…..

This time will come like a magic. I could now see it in your eyes. I think you are so excited to see what am I going to say. It’s just so simple but it will strike you most.

It’s just like this: "Girl, I’m falling for you! You never know about this so I’m goin’ to tell this to the whole world that I’m yours and you’re mine."

Di ba para lang naman akong nagsabi ng isang linya:

"YOU WILL BE MINE, FOREVER!"

• I was…
• Crying when she saw me, took her hanky and gave it to me and say, "Don’t worry, I’m always here for you."
• So happy to know that a part of my heart was for her and eventually life was so beautiful for me.
• So happy also that sun shines down through my bedroom as soon as I wake up in the morning.
• So happy that she made an offer to hold hands with me everytime we are together.

• She was:
• So happy that I dreamt of her everytime I talk to her in my dreams.
• Protected when I save her in the darkness of night.
• Amazed when I give her roses and bears.
• Amazed also when I gave her a pussycat which she likes the most.

This proves that I was so worthy to have her and she also too. Hay, I’m falling in love for the first time. I’m not really carzy today. I’m now a little bit serious on her.